Monday
« Thread started on: Nov 8th, 2004, 10:44am »
My brother ( 3rd one ) is still having trouble dealing with the death of my parents. I m sure its dealing with me more than anything. He wants me to be open and truthful with him. Of what I dont know. I can only guess. I have to do that in order to have a relationship with him. The thing is I never really had one with him to begin with. And why I am having trouble understanding and accepting that I dont know. What he wants from me is unknow. But I know it wont change any way he feels no matter what his answers are that he seeks. My first and second brother dont really care bout me either, but that doesnt bother me. The 3rd one kinda of does. But I know he doesnt really care. He hasnt show any type of affection ever. So what the hell is my problem. Why cant I just move foward?